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It is an honor to have you. The contents for this blog are from my personal experiences. Sometimes I will write about being bipolar and sometimes I won't.

I have been Bipolar I for 10+years and medicated for over 9. This blog looks into my treatment history, current therapies, my interest, recipes, love, music, and everything in between. I am hoping that those dealing with mental illness will find comfort, friendship, awareness, entertainment, and maybe even a few good answers. Most importantly, I hope those of you out there struggling will realize you are not alone.


Saturday, January 26, 2013

My senses are clearing

I had been going through an agitated and aggressive mania. What ever happened to the euphoria? Actually as I look over my last few months I think this mania has been building. It started out with the fluttering heart then moved into lack of sleep followed by my mean streak. When I am in my full manic state I become very impulsive and intolerant. I turn to anger and am easily ticked off. I am mad at so many things that it feels debilitating. I spit hate into my actions and am difficult to hold a normal passive conversation with me.

Now I am coming down and hoping I don't go to far down. Just keeping up with my meds.

so tired
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  1. My manias are like that also. Nothing pleasant at all about them. Hoping you don't crash.

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    1. Me too. Manias like that are so hard to keep under the pressure cooker lid.

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  2. I can see why you'd be so tired - it all sounds exhausting. I too, hope you don't go too far down.

    Thinking of you, and hoping you're having a good weekend :0)

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    1. Thank you so much for your sweet comment and concern. I have developed the Flu so it has kinda sucked but at least I am not depressed. lol

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  3. Hang in there! I hope you don't crash either! I'm sorry I've been MIA for like...a year or so. I'm back though and I hope that things just go up for you!! HANG IN THERE! I'VE MISSED YOU!

    xoxo
    -Lisa

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    1. Hey Lisa, it is so good to hear from you. I am excited to start reading your stuff again.

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  4. Hang in there Hun! I hope this passes quickly.

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  5. Hugs!!!! I hope you start feeling better soon. I hate crashing from a mania. So hang in there and I will keep you in my thoughts!

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